Mead Schaeffer, Hide the Body (detail), 1933
fall looks: decker antagonist
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hey guys. i’m seeing a lot of posts full of self-flagellating phrases like “i am stupid and uneducated” and that kind of thing, and i need you to know that no one is “stupid” for not spotting harmful behavior, or for seeking guidance in developing personal politics, or for trusting someone who seemed trustworthy. this is not your fault, it does not invalidate your politics or your identity. please take care of yourselves.
i dont want transness to be a mandatory part of everyone’s politics, i want transness to be a possibility for everyone. i dont want anybody to be forced out of transness because they think that they’re not trans enough, or not good enough, or not [anything] enough.
with things coming out into the open it seems like a good time to say that if you follow/interact with monetizeyourcat and plan to continue doing so i need you to unfollow me. if we’re mutuals lmk so i can unfollow you and stay away from you. cat is an abusive shit who has hurt a number of people i care about (and me, to a lesser extent) and i don’t want her anywhere near me
Now I wish to introduce the following idea. Between the vaults numbered nine and fourteen there occur dwellers who, to certain bewitched wastelanders, twice or many times older than they, reveal their true nature which is not human, but mutated (that is, teratogenic); and these chosen creatures I propose to designate as “mutants.”
It will be marked that I substitute vault designations for spatial ones. In fact, I would have the reader see “nine” and “fourteen” as the boundaries—the glassy dunes and blasted prairies—of an enchanted oasis haunted by those mutants of mine and surrounded by a vast, arid plain. Between those vault limits, are all girl-children mutants? Of course not. Otherwise, we who are in the know, we lone raiders, we mutolepts, would have long gone radsick. Neither are twisted looks any criterion; and vulgarity, or at least what a given clan terms so, does not necessarily impair certain mysterious characteristics, the feral savagery, the horrible, overwhelming, femur-shattering, brute strength that separates the mutant from such coevals of hers as are incomparably more dependent on the spatial world of synchronous phenomena than on that intangible mirage of shimmering sand where Tabitha preys with her likes. Within the same vaults the number of true mutants is trickingly inferior to that of provisionally disfigured, or just weird, or “peculiar,” or even “touched” and “red-headed,” ordinary, plumpish, bipedal, pink-skinned, essentially human little girls, with Geiger counters and jumpsuits, who may or may not turn into dwellers of great beauty (look at the ugly dumplings in blue rompers and yellow stripes that are metamorphosed into stunning stars of New Reno). A normal wastelander given a group photograph of vault girls or Rad Scouts and asked to point out the strangest one will not necessarily choose the mutant among them. You have to be an artist and a madman, a creature of infinite melancholy, with a bubble of hot Jet in your loins and a super-voluptuous radiation permanently aglow in your subtle spine (oh, how you have to barter and sneak!), in order to discern at once, by ineffable signs—the slightly reptilian outline of a cheekbone, the iridescence of a scaly limb, and other indices which despair and shame and weals of radsickness forbid me to tabulate—the little deadly demon among the wholesome children; she stands unrecognized by them and unconscious herself of her fantastic power.
made some important tweaks to this, the greatest thing i will ever write
so do yall remember aimee hanley.