i got dressed the FUCK up for the IAMX show and it was 100% worth it.  i went with station and kurt and aside from an unfortunate incident where a dude got so excited about IAMX that he literally took a shit, it was pretty much the best thing i’ve ever seen.

photos of the whole Bleached Earth Kickmurder Squad are probably going to show up at some point.

im the TOILET WITCH: yesterday i had a photoshoot planned with Simon and Angel Ceballos for Black Hole Wizard, like, author pics/PR pics/pics for fun, and I got all witched the fuck out and put in my crazy extensions and shit and then got a heartwrenching phonecall from Angel that she had gotten food poisoning and had to reschedule.  but by then it would have been a pain to take everything off so i just drove to seattle like this and it didnt matter because everyone in seattle A) doesn’t give a fuck or B) looks just as weird or C) both

anyway we’re going to try to reschedule for next week

i am ready for some fucking

selected members of the ferkel circle ruin a wedding

~i did not make this tea in the microwave~

my photo booth is mostly reference

just a god damned shambles of a human being, really

fuckyeahdoujins:

gaaaaaaaaaaaaay

More stuff based on the Charleston Spacewalk series, with their original photos.

A few years ago I was living in a one-room studio apartment in Seattle.  It was 3 in the morning, I was bored, I had a decent camera and I had been designing Abney Park stage costumes for myself and the other members of the band.  All dressed up with nowhere to go, I took a series of self-portraits that I called the “Charleston Spacewalk” series.  I believe I posted them initially on MySpace and Livejournal, to no particular fanfare.

Although my “”“”“”modeling career”“”“” has produced hundreds or thousands of images of me so far, images that have gone everywhere and done everything, many of which were not authorized, I don’t remember and/or haven’t seen, this particular set is one of the most widely-traded.  It crops up in fan art, derivative works, or is posted alone, without comment more often than any other pictures of me with the possible exception of WoodEye’s “Lolita” series.

These are just the ones I’ve found.  There are certainly others.

Part II: http://toxoplasm.org/post/37697576201/more-stuff-based-on-the-charleston-spacewalk

edit: just to be clear, i find fanart to be charming and flattering.  i’m not shame-posting these, i just thought it would be neat to post the original with all its derivative works in one place!

i like modeling for costumed drawing classes because if i show up in “Siberian Bond Girl” then that’s what they have to draw.

it’s real bright in here

a favorite charcoal portrait of me from a drawing group.

kitchen snapshot after returning from work last night